Very sad and thought provoking
I always wonder why
You left your family that day,
Why you chose the rope,
And not another day on earth?
I wonder if I stopped
And said the right words,
If you’d still be here today.
]If I offered up my small wisdoms,
As you had given me yours.]
But I didn’t phone you saying,
“It’s going to be okay.”
But I let the moment pass,
And a few weeks later, you died.
Did you know you were my hero?
The person’s whose life,
I wanted to emulate.
Years have passed; I wonder if,
Words would’ve mattered.